Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Talk about a 180

All the happiness I felt yesterday has gone flying out the window. It is only noon and I already want to go home, crawl into bed, and cry. Nothing particularly awful has happened, but a bunch of little things have...

I forgot my keys to my office, then I couldn't even use my office because another person was in there testing kids, then I got a rejection email for a job I really wanted, then I found out I have a meeting this afternoon that I was not notified about, and then I dropped an m&m on my white jeans. Why is it so hard holding in tears at work? Ugh.

I have been feeling especially sensitive the last couple days. I think it is because my due date is next week and I can't help but be emotional about everything again. I was hoping that the pending closing and excitement of buying a house would overshadow my due date, but in reality it is just giving me another thing to stress about. I know it is normal to experience grief again, but I still don't like it. Grumble, grumble.

12 comments:

  1. One of those days. :( Hang in there - you have so many exciting things coming up, and even though things suck right now...they WILL get better!

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  2. I'm thinking of you. Hang in there! Praying today gets better for you.

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  3. I'm so sorry you're feeling this all at once. Sending you prayers for a happier day and hugs to help you get through this one.

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  4. I am so sorry! Isn't it awful when your day seems to spiral out of control? All I can say is try my fool proof recipe of peanut butter M & Ms + wine + trashy tv. Hope you feel better.

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  5. I hate when its all the little things, because then you feel silly about complaining, but sometimes the little things compounding are worse than one big thing. I hope things turn around and that good things can keep your mind off of the tough stuff.

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  6. Ah honey, it's okay to have all these feelings all at once--it's not fun, but it's okay. I really hope you can find a few minutes every day to do something you love that won't stress you out. Thinking about and praying for you, my dear.

    Hugs!
    xox

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  7. Awww hun, I am so sorry. Hang in there. I will be praying for you and that things start looking up. xoxo

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  8. I'm sorry, babe - sometimes it's those little things that add up to the worst feelings, especially when there's a big, sad anniversary coming up. I'm thinking of you this week. <3

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  9. I am sorry. Anniversaries and milestone dates sneak up on us and have the weirdest effect. Just when we think we've got it all together.. boom. You are strong and getting stronger every day. I Love you and pray for you all the time xoxo

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  10. Aww so sorry.. and trust me.. going back to work SUUUUCKS. I hated it.

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  11. Sending love and prayers your way. I'm so sorry.....

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